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If you stopped any of your daily assortment of duties would you see change in your day to day outcomes ? My day to day is thinking on the Supernatural and the ways I've come to knowing of their existence and duties etcetera. I share and say that there are material evidence-based items for proof in most my claims of 1st discovering of sorts and it keeps on going from here but I'm not a pen & paper man so my skills in common legibility is a struggle that you may have to overcome in seeing between the lines. Ian Armstrong. .